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Depression continued

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June 19, 2020

It’s Juneteenth. Celebrating freedom.

Sometimes I just can’t, and today is one of those days. Everything is hard. Every conversation, every effort, every thought.

Why? What does it matter? What does it even mean?

Today, I don’t know and I can’t be bothered to care. Today breathing is enough, but I am not even allowed to have that. Today even breathing is hard.

But let me be clear. I don’t want anything from you or anybody. I will get through this by myself and never speak of my struggles again because there are more important things in this world than my mental and emotional well being.

Carry on.

BogPlant

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June 2020 – Raw

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It’s June 13, 2020 and my feelings are all over the place.  I want to write something.  I want to say something to encourage or to inspire or at least to ease the pain that so many are feeling now, and yet I find that I cannot find the words.  Language is difficult.  It is hard for me to communicate when even the words I use are loaded with unintended meanings. Continue reading →