June 19, 2020

It’s Juneteenth. Celebrating freedom.

Sometimes I just can’t, and today is one of those days. Everything is hard. Every conversation, every effort, every thought.

Why? What does it matter? What does it even mean?

Today, I don’t know and I can’t be bothered to care. Today breathing is enough, but I am not even allowed to have that. Today even breathing is hard.

But let me be clear. I don’t want anything from you or anybody. I will get through this by myself and never speak of my struggles again because there are more important things in this world than my mental and emotional well being.

Carry on.